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I'm sorry they suck!I try my best, but its hard to express my feelings =( lol


Angels In My Heart

When I have no one to turn to
And I am feeling kind of low,
When there is no one to talk to
And nowhere I want to go,

I search deep within myself
It is the love inside my heart
That lets me know my Angels are there
Even though we are miles apart.

A smile then appears upon my face
And the sun begins to shine.
I hear a voice, so soft and sweet
Saying, 'Everything will be just fine'

It may seem that I am alone
But I am never by myself at all.
Whenever I need my Angels near
All I have to do is call.

An Angel's love is always true
On that you can depend.
They will always stand behind you
And will always be your friend.

Through darkest hours and brightest days
Our Angels see us through.
You are one of my Angels.
Perhaps I am one for you.


*~holding back~*
well ive found a guy im in love with
i cant tell him how i feel
i cant tell him what im thinking
i cant tell him i love him
and why?
because of what i look like
so i hold back my emotions
hope i never talk to him again so he can find someone else
hope we never talk so i can forget about him
i cant stop talking about him
i cant stop talking to him
i love him
but i have to do whats right
so i fight back my emotions
try not to cry
try to mend my heart <3
hope it will all be okay
i have to hold back my feelings
hold back my thoughts
hold back my tears

*"I'll be there"*
*When no one is there for you*
*And you think no one cares*
*When the whole world walks out on you*
*And you think you're alone*
*I'll be there*
*When the one you care about the most*
*Could care less about you*
*When the one you gave your heart to*
*Throws it in your face*
*I'll be there*
*When the person you trusted*
*Betrays you*
*When the person you share all your memories with*
*Cant even remember your birthday*
*When all you need is a friend*
*To listen to you whine*
*When all you need is someone*
*To catch your tears*
*I'll be there*
*When your heart hurts so bad*
*You cant even breathe*
*When you just want to crawl up and die*
*I'll be there*
*When you start to cry*
*After hearing that sad song*
When the tears just won't*
*Stop falling down*
*I'll be there*
*So you see I'll be there until the end*
*This is a promise I can make*
*If you ever need me*
*Just give me a call and...*
*anytime*
*I'll be there*
*but will you be there for me???*
Safely Home
I am in Heaven, dear ones;
Oh so happy and bright!
There is perfect joy and beauty
In this everlasting light.
All the grief is over,
Every restless tossing passed;
I am now at peace forever,
Safely home in Heaven at last.
Did you wonder I so calmly
Trod the valley of the shade?
Oh! but Jesus' love illumined
Every dark and fearful glade.
And He came Himself to meet me
In that way so hard to tread;
And with Jesus' arm to lean on,
Could I have one doubt or dread?
Then you must not grieve so sorely,
For I love you dearly still;
Try to look beyond earth's shadows,
Pray to trust our Father's Will.
There is work still waiting for you
So you must not idly stand;
Do it now, while life remaineth-
You shall rest in Jesus' land.
When that work is all completed,
He will gently call you Home;
Oh, the rapture of that meeting,
Oh, the joy to see you come.
To Dad and Grandma and to anyone who has died and touched my heart- Right now my heart is sore , everyday i miss you more. I look at old pictures and start to cry, wonder why I feel pain, and why you had to die. But I grow stronger everyday, I learn new things to keep the sadness away. Your gentle smile, you loving face, no one will ever take your place!
This is a doll Mary made, I'm the brunette, 3rd from the right
i didnt write it but i like this poem:
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS,
HE LIVED ALL ALONE,
IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF
PLASTER AND STONE.

I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY
WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE,
AND TO SEE JUST WHO
IN THIS HOME DID LIVE.

I LOOKED ALL ABOUT,
A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE,
NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS,
NOT EVEN A TREE.

NO STOCKING BY MANTLE,
JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND,
ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES
OF FAR DISTANT LANDS.

WITH MEDALS AND BADGES,
AWARDS OF ALL KINDS,
A SOBER THOUGHT
CAME THROUGH MY MIND.

FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT,
IT WAS DARK AND DREARY,
I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER,
ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY.

THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING,
SILENT, ALONE,
CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR
IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME.

THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE,
THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER,
NOT HOW I PICTURED
A UNITED STATES SOLDIER.
WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ?
CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED?

I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE
SOLDIERS WHO WERE WILLING TO FIGHT.

SOON ROUND THE WORLD,
THE CHILDREN WOULD PLAY,
AND GROWNUPS WOULD CELEBRATE
A BRIGHT CHRISTMAS DAY.

THEY ALL ENJOYED FREEDOM
EACH MONTH OF THE YEAR,
BECAUSE OF THE SOLDIERS,
LIKE THE ONE LYING HERE.

I COULDN'T HELP WONDER
HOW MANY LAY ALONE,
ON A COLD CHRISTMAS EVE
IN A LAND FAR FROM HOME.

THE VERY THOUGHT
BROUGHT A TEAR TO MY EYE,
I DROPPED TO MY KNEES
AND STARTED TO CRY.

THE SOLDIER AWAKENED
AND I HEARD A ROUGH VOICE,
"SANTA DON'T CRY,
THIS LIFE IS MY CHOICE;

I FIGHT FOR FREEDOM,
I DON'T ASK FOR MORE,
MY LIFE IS MY GOD,
MY COUNTRY, MY CORPS."

THE SOLDIER ROLLED OVER
AND DRIFTED TO SLEEP,
I COULDN'T CONTROL IT,
I CONTINUED TO WEEP.

I KEPT WATCH FOR HOURS,
SO SILENT AND STILL
AND WE BOTH SHIVERED
FROM THE COLD NIGHT'S CHILL.

I DIDN'T WANT TO LEAVE
ON THAT COLD, DARK, NIGHT,
THIS GUARDIAN OF HONOR
SO WILLING TO FIGHT.

THEN THE SOLDIER ROLLED OVER,
WITH A VOICE SOFT AND PURE,
WHISPERED, "CARRY ON SANTA,
IT'S CHRISTMAS DAY, ALL IS SECURE."
ONE LOOK AT MY WATCH, AND I KNEW HE WAS RIGHT.
"MERRY CHRISTMAS MY FRIEND, AND TO ALL A GOOD NIGHT."

Since I met you, my whole world is different,
When you invade my mind, I cannot concentrate on anything but the strength of my feelings for you,
I want to stare at your face until I know every inch as well as my own hand,
The Beauty of your soul remains unsurpassed by anyone I have ever met,
I will love you until the waves stop crashing on the sand.

He HoLdS Me WheN i StArT 2 cRy~MaKeS Me SmiLe WiTh JuS HiS eYeZ ~ShAreZ My
HoPes DrEaMs FeArs~WiPes AwAy ALL My TeArs~i LoVe hiM wiToUt rEgReT~i JuS
hAvEn't FoUnd HiM yEt!


Manda's Poems-
That every life is noted and cherished
and nothing loved is ever lost or perished

My Everything
He's the strength when I'm weak
the confort when I'm down and out
the helping hand when I fall
the shelter from the storm
the tender care that heals my heart
He's my universe
my love
my very being
He's the one for me
now and forever
He's my everything

Wings of a Dream by Ed

Spread your wings of flight
And embrace the wind
For you know not where it takes you
But all you know is that it does take you
to a place never before seen, felt or dreamed
That's when you know you are in your Heaven
with your angel and all is right with the world

To My Bffz
TO My best friends- You're..My friend,my companion,through good times and bad,my friend,my buddy,through happy and sad,beside me you stand,beside me you walk,you're there to listen,you're there to talk,with happiness,with smiles,with pain and tears,I know you'll be there, throughout the years! Friends are the best things in the whole world. They are the people who know everything about you, and love you anyway. Friends are there to cheer you up. They're there through the good times, and when no one else is, they're at your side through the bad times too. Incase I don't say it enough, i love you guys, and I hope one day I can help all of you liike you've helped me throughout the years. You guys are my bestest friends, there's a lot more people who Ididn't write, but I luv you! This poem is to my cousin too, I love you guys!
I Dreamt
I dreamt last night, that you loved me.
I dreamt that you talked to me, i dreamt that you cared for me, that you called me, and that you needed me in your life. I dreamt that you knew who I was, and that one day we talked. I wasn't a stranger in the hall anymore, but I was the girl you loved. I dreamt that you couldn't bare to go on without me. I woke up that night, and found my dream hadn't come true. The talk we had, hadn't happened after all, the kiss you gave me, hadn't touched my lips, the love you showed me, hadn't touched my heart. I only hope when you go to bed, in your dreams, you realize I'm not a stranger, and even through you may not know me, you have touched my heart. Dreams aren't anything, I can dream all I want, but that won't make you love me. I can dream you love me, but it doesn't make it true. Tonight, when I go to sleep, thoughts of you will enter my mind and heart, and bring me into a slumber where we are together forever, because a shy girl can dream all she wants.


Sorry these poems are so lame!